hahah today woke up , fear that my keyboard screw up during ut ...So decidedto bring my cooler along to school .During class , one of my classmates lap's fan spoils .... I wonder to myself should i lend to keep for myself ...end of the day i decide to lend .... I prayed that my fear will not come to pass...

Before ut , I am not worry at alone . When the ut key appeared , i type it down . Next i started working on the question , when I types the first letter for the first question. The keyboard screw up .Holy shit !! What will your respond be ?? God Thank ah !! hahah

I tell you my confidence is always crush my him like that .... Sometime i wonder why bother to work so hard whereby god said , i screw you I just screw lor you just need to accept. Sometime I really tough sia .

This is when god failed you what can you do ? Is equal to when hope failed you ? Depend on his people ?? Not impossible at that point of time .....You can helplessly depend on yourself and have faith in god .....It a no choice situation who ask god is god and we are his toys .hahah

I need to accept it .who ask me give my life to him ... When god rebuild his ppl , first he will screw them up-sidedown first then blessed them. It so common in the bible .So need to accept the way of how god work.

Actually come to think of it , we are god too . We can screw ppl in our life and then bless them . hahahah but it really depend you want to do it or not .... I am sorry if I stumble you .... you can tell my leader....maybe they felt the same way as me at time . hahahh if god put and word in your heart and you want to encourage me ...Feel free to tag ... hahah sound like worship hahaha
7:07:00 PM

Hahahah First few day of school is shit ..... hahahah been trying to control the burning rage , depress , discourage emotion in me hahahah .....

Will Mark be reborn ?

hahahah I dont think so .....I believe my capacity has increased .......

Happy 24th birthday Micheal and Mike hahahah If you ever read this =)
8:29:00 PM

Ahhhh ...... I wan to play waterpolo ...... I dont know will it even come true hahahaha So many ppl i know are like cap from NUS , RJ ,SAJC etc ..... dots go back sure get shooting .....Haiz but i really want to play . hahaha came across a NUS waterpolo 'ablog ..... the new game called FLIPPA ball , it is a combination of Waterpolo and handball hahaha and it is played it shallow pool.It more to attact ppl to this sport .....



But ......I really fear wait god want me to give up again =_= "

hahahaha

If i really want .......

1) Need to train

2) need to go local uni hahahah



hahahah ......I think one reason . I train lesser after giving up the sport ..is because i dont see the value in training anymore.... but now abit different .... in the past ppl is 100% minitry but now i dont think so . ppl still tend to do what they want . hahaha what will my decision be ?? hahaha
11:20:00 PM