Thursday, October 29, 2009
Just borrow a bass from my fren .... dom hahaha ..Cool!! HE FROM GRADE 0 JUMP TO 6 .... monster !!!
Last sat when to drink with my sec school frens.... I dont really drink beer ....once drink ,drink tower ...drink until want to die .......But the best part is to get to know them better .....and one of them have long hair .....hahaha
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
This week is quite an interesting week ..... hahaha so many things is happening .... last week daily grades not good .hahaha quite disappointing but moving on .hahahaThis week ....there so many conflict between frens . Seeing how they settle it . I am speechless. hahaha quite crappy.
Fyp .... Redoing the section , my team did last week.Sian!!!
We are like a wave being toss left and right by man expectation.
This week really got lazy to seek god .... I need to pull up my sock. Jiayou stephen
Rom 5:3-5
3Not only so, but we[a] also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; 4perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.
claiming this verse is not as easy as i tot .
Saturday, October 17, 2009
hahah my life is too exciting le ....Pack and pack .....Phy , emo and spiritual drain .....hahahah Mich and ray 's sage ended and I lost two buddy . Will stephen lost himself .....hahahah The more I show my weakness the more I felt it was used against me ...........My emotion was in a mess that I decide to sms to the person how i felt instead which I felt it was best.I was quite surpise with what my close fren in school told me:
Kelvin says (12:19 AM):
*u are juz too honest
Kelvin says (12:19 AM):
*in yr case, helpful u can be, but the fact is u cant get thing right eventually
Kelvin says (12:20 AM):
*yr effort can be seen, but it is hard to recognize
Kelvin says (12:20 AM):
*no doubt abt it, effort 100%, result 0%
True to an extent ....
All my close fren in school really think very highly of me .But I am not that great after all as I face problem same as them some time worse LOL .
Kelvin says (12:41 AM):
*stephen, in our mind/impression, u r the purest among us
Kelvin says (12:41 AM):
*let us juz keep the good image of u, for it is the fact
I was touched and sad . I am touched that I impacted them ....But sad is that I cant be at the same level as them standing beside one another , encouraging each other or laughing together at our problem .I hope it can be a same level frenship.
Will I be a person that god will curse for my disobeience ....... I really dont know time will tell.....If I am hahaha flee hahaha because my god is that powerful ...LOL
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
Wow is only the second day of school , it is already draining me . War zone in class .... fight for grade , wanting to gain favour from faci ......Dots .... Being doing more observation work ....not in the game yet...practicing self-control .... because have compassion at the same like felt like head on with them .... but need to have self -control & need to humble .... hahahaFyp is alittle crazy ,ppl doing thing out of self -centreness . Wanting to do things their way .... As a leader , if you wan me to demand my way my style ... na you cant meet by expectation with men effort .....because it is because of god's strength and grace that he allow myself to meet my own expectation .... I sometime hate to please men (please dont be stumble by this expression if you are plz approach your leader)......just random i do wonder if you have been studying about human mind , emo , behaviour etc... will you get bored of human ......hahahah