haahaha the last post was quite emotional .My mum is a little stress .Based on the problem , she heard the side from my cousin but not the parents yet. And to make thing worse the father is no where to be found for the time being.

If I am my cousin ,I am quite lost haha but she dont know that god loves her haiz .I think god allow thing to happen in someone life for a purpose .

I have to do my best too.haha I need god to review what next ?
12:05:00 AM

My heart just hurt to much today .Received a news about my cousin Quiting sch not long ago. And today my mum told me my aunt had been ill-treating her .And even said she dont want her and want to give her back to her father.

I really cant believed it .All these while , i tot her mum loves her alot .And I know she loves her mum a lot .How it come to this.

Not long ago , she visited my another aunt ,spend time with them etc .Then she shared her side of the story .Take she have been working since sec one , was given 20 dollars for a weeks for 3 meals and now she is working her mum ask her to be involved in the house bills .Like water bill etc.

My mum added "how is she possible to quit school if her mum dont approved ? "Not possible right .

Tell you the truth .I feel like telling my mum if her mum dont want her can you take her .I dont mind another sis .She is quite pretty too but she is taken sad =( And I know if my family take her in .I will work .Because the load on my parents will not fair .

I came from a quite good family based on what I felt .Parents provide my need .Wanting the best of me .Try their best to understand me .I dont have many wants but I just love my family .
Sometime I am really greatful to god .Maybe I am easily contented .That why I have compassion for other faster .

At some point of time hope how I wished I have power .And just destory this kind of self-centre people .It obvious I have mixed feeling which is anger and saddeness .

I dont like to share this kind of thing on my blog .But I dont know who to share haha who can be my listening ear lol anyone ? Who can tank my emotion beside him .I need to pray I going nut in my brain ....Help ?

random ....I will never believe how good my family will be when god is in the centre .It is because I really felt my family is the best le .What if god is in the centre ? It Godlike LOL
11:08:00 PM

Today when to Kallang Leisure Park for CG .When there an andrew give us teaching .I felt that today i like very alert to his teaching LOL .I tink because it is very cold haha

Had two teaching today .After the teaching we went walk walk .We walked to a cool place where show many things of the past .TV , telephone , toys etc .But there aqre some cool stuffs

Later when to arcade to play .haha play bball haha Kai en and me one team lol Andrew & Luke another and the last team is Ck & Nehe .Quite fun .I felt it rare that we play together like tat.After that the group spite ,so left ck ,kai en and me .haha

And Kai en is hungry to accompany him eat at KFC haha the place is like so little people la .After that went to a shop filled with anime stuffs .WoW I can go crazy there is so many imported goods which you will nv see in comic collection . I will got there buy gundam 00 collection and code geass collection trading cards .haha

Kai en and me took about 20min or more to walked through the whole shop .After that walked a few more shops then we headed hm .

10:29:00 PM