Friday, January 23, 2009
It been a while .....On 22 Jan 2009 , I was going school quite happily as We are going to take class photos. 
On the other hand , someting terrible happen which I will never expected .The Psp which was entrusted to me was stolen .I was sick on that day running with flu .So I can say my observation level was not my normal level . And I only found out it was missing before I left class at about 4pm.
In my mind , was like thinking more of other people entered my class and took it or it was just a prank as ppl must hate me too much LOL.
But after we watched the cctv for the cam outside the classes .Some of my frens and I noticed that nobody we dont know entered our class .I was stunned at the moment I really cant believe it .Someone in a class I trusted alot did this to me .
For me , when I trusted a class , I am more real to everyone . I dare to joke , care & invest in lives . Trust is a choice not a feeling .I choose to trust .I believe everyone have a good side .No one can say they dont despite the different environment we are brought up in.
Some people , may say to me .It mine fault for trusting everyone .Not all ppl you should trust .True to an extent . But I tell you the truth .Deep in each human heart , everyone longed to be trusted.
I will say It hurt so many until I total no comment . I do wonder we dislike me so much until must like that .
And I just found out that the psp is something special to the one that entrusted it to me .It was a christmas present .Whereby the mum had no job and used her saving to purchase it for her .
God allowed things to happen......But I haven got my conclusion from him yet "What the Reason" why this happen ?
1 Peter 5:7 (New International Version)
7Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.
Can I still make a decsion to trust despite this ?