Friday, November 07, 2008
Haiz when i see this comment for by daily grade I very sian ."Stephen, you were doing pretty good today. But I want to see more of your leadership in your team to bring your team together to concentrate on the problem that you were working on."
Why must leadership be one area of my daily grade dammm ....For most of problem I been leading not tried ah .It so tough to lead everyday .God got nothing better to do .Ppl get good grade by doing their best.I get it my doing my best and leading the team .Dots.
One of my faci in year 1 taught me about manging my performance .Is like your best(100%) / by 16 weeks. As the weeks past you slowly increase, your faci will see you improving and will give you A .
But i felt is super cheat la.Like the first week .you faci will think you are at your 100% .So as the week past ,he see you improve to 105% or 110%.
This is what called performance management .
But by doing so you wont really improved.I sure your grade sure rock one .I felt that When everyday you do your best .Your best will improve .
It so tough to maintain my best performance la. I hate the power you have given me .I really hate it .
I lead not becuase I want to but need to .damm