Hmmmm just watched high school muiscal 3 , I felt that it is the best out of the three.Maybe it the last one that why .LOL

Beside all the good music and dance .Something caught my heart , there a part where it talked about how "Gabriella" one of the main character had impacted the class.If I not wrong it nearly the lastly part.

It allows me to reflect that ,It true that one man It tough to change the world .But one man still can impact many at one shot .To me there three types of impact , one to one , one to many and one to world.

Which types are you using now ?
Hmmm I will say you can use the first two first .In order to impact the world you need to master the first two first that what i felt .If you cant impact one to one or many how it is possible for you to impact the world .

But nothing it impossible without god .I agreed
But mastering the first two it our part to play =)

Some question to ask ourselves
1) Are you impacting other now ?
if yes or no
--- why ?
2)You choose the people to impact or you see who need your impact you go ?
--- Why ?
3)After an impact you ave made ,ask this how my impact had benefits this person ? What the improvment needed for a greater one ?

Human's best + god's best = Best Parthership
Experience It !!

Being a Christian is not only about god .It also about relationship with man (Important)***** Because god love man
9:35:00 AM

Since my days in youth in hope , I have always been asking this question to god "Why I faced challenges tougher that anyone."People who know my life will agree. They tell me this most of the time "god let you experience it first so that in the future you can help other or impact them"

To me , sometime I am really not convicted .The reason is one man can impact . But many men impact more.I see people I impacted left one by one.How I felt ? Sometime words cant describe the feeling .

I told Kai en .i told him i feared to impact in the CG. The reason is sometime I felt that the strength i have sometime quite unless.As people who are close to me will then leave me .I not blaming them or what . I told kai en , I dont want to make another person leave the group .Obvious the right thing to do is to enocourage me .It true that what he did .I really took a while for me to stand after recieved the impact from mich and ray case.

But i managed some how .So i started to spend time with ck wanting to impact.Till now i can said I did hit my objective , as i see changes in his life .But he leaving . So what the conclusion ? Haiz.
All three left because of the group,that why i say even how great is my strength to impact .I will still lose to a group impact. Sorry this post ,it a little emo .

It a little self-pity i guess. haha sorry to those who dont understand this post.But if you want to understand it possible .Spend 5 mins to go to my level .=)
10:47:00 PM

Let update.......Tue it CG , hmmmm stun but the programme .Reasons is we went to share chirst .It being long since i am not prepared .But nevertheless just went.

Know what ? I am still fearful haha lame right .But I really thank god ,he give me courage and with the talent he given me .I manage to talk to the non-believers.

This events cause someone to leave the CG. Ck said he is leaving .Am I happy ? How I wish as i felt it only a some small problem .Why am I here today.If I leave because of what you gone through and how you felt .I have already left long before you come.

The one things you forgot.Is that Micheal & raymond Cases is different as yours.Dont used their cases to enahnce yours.How Well you know them ? What have you done to know their cases ? They are people very close to my heart .Even they are not around in the CG dont used them .

If you see a problem in the group do you even try doing something about it .If yes good for you .But I hope it a yes.For me i know deep in my heart micheal and raymond did.

Next , How do you define faithfulness to god ? You said "I am totally faithful to god I leave without regret"Btw no one can do it yet.So can I say only a perfect person can .But you are not perfect so you cant.

If you thinking of changing church .I would encourage you to reflect .If it is not your problem but the group only that great.But if you are the problem every were you go will be the same .
Take care my dear bro =)

And I really misses them
10:32:00 PM

It been long since I updated....Been lazy haha about a week ago I just got a new fren...Which is the "PSP".But it is not "MINE"=( It been challenging for me to focus on the things i do due to my new fren .Haiz I think it been long since I touched advance game technology.I only have Com,gameboy colour & the very big PS.

The PSP with me till the end of oct.But after the first week my dad had been complaining .And he kept thinking I bought it.I was like in my life ,I have never buy things with out asking beside foods and all that concern my needs not wants.

I intended to get a PSP .But if i cant have self-control for a month .How can I get one .It will surely destroys me haha .Haiz that quite common sense.Need more of god less of me =)

My mum lost quite a lot of money due to the drops of so many shares.Lost until really got burn.She just no want say.I thinked she scared my dad say her haiz.So I ask her how many "Zeros" She said more than 5 but less than 6=( That a lot wah .

Tat all .....=)
11:39:00 PM