My heart just hurt to much today .Received a news about my cousin Quiting sch not long ago. And today my mum told me my aunt had been ill-treating her .And even said she dont want her and want to give her back to her father.

I really cant believed it .All these while , i tot her mum loves her alot .And I know she loves her mum a lot .How it come to this.

Not long ago , she visited my another aunt ,spend time with them etc .Then she shared her side of the story .Take she have been working since sec one , was given 20 dollars for a weeks for 3 meals and now she is working her mum ask her to be involved in the house bills .Like water bill etc.

My mum added "how is she possible to quit school if her mum dont approved ? "Not possible right .

Tell you the truth .I feel like telling my mum if her mum dont want her can you take her .I dont mind another sis .She is quite pretty too but she is taken sad =( And I know if my family take her in .I will work .Because the load on my parents will not fair .

I came from a quite good family based on what I felt .Parents provide my need .Wanting the best of me .Try their best to understand me .I dont have many wants but I just love my family .
Sometime I am really greatful to god .Maybe I am easily contented .That why I have compassion for other faster .

At some point of time hope how I wished I have power .And just destory this kind of self-centre people .It obvious I have mixed feeling which is anger and saddeness .

I dont like to share this kind of thing on my blog .But I dont know who to share haha who can be my listening ear lol anyone ? Who can tank my emotion beside him .I need to pray I going nut in my brain ....Help ?

random ....I will never believe how good my family will be when god is in the centre .It is because I really felt my family is the best le .What if god is in the centre ? It Godlike LOL
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