Thursday, May 22, 2008
Wahwah God you too interesting le la .....Can you give me a break ...Sometime i barely survived a day haha .... =(haha Roy ask me an interesting question , why my life revolved around god ? Come to think of it why ? It being a christian fun ??? Haha that depend ...Out of my 6 years is is like bad time more than good time la ...I think if you want to grow like that one la ...A bit dumb i felt sometime " why grow so fast " Grow too fast wait cant manage haha .....How i wish i am more stubborn can grow slower haha ...
The more you grow the probelm get even more crappy ....If you think god is a simple god ..Na i doubt so ..he is the most complex one ...If he can come out with a human brain you know how complex can he be .....But he can be simple hoping god no mood swing ...
Why do i do what i do ? Maybe i felt it was the right thing to do .Despite all the stress i faced ...
I do envy ppl leading a simple life ....
Come sch do their best in their study , after sch hang out with frens updates about each other ... Go home spend time with family ...I will say a person only need a few frens dont need many ...
haha come of think of it , in church ppl all are your bros and sis ....Hmmmm how many are our hi byes sibling haha make sense ?
As i was bathing i thought of something interesting ....it about spirtual family ...Which you look as a whole is the church ...If you look Short term it Caregroup ....As you change not often but quite alot of time in a life -time ....Hmmm So where is your long term one hahah It will be your family with the future parther haha isnt that interesting ....
I dont know how true is it ...But i felt god make ppl who wan a simple life lead it ver complex and ppl who wan a complex life to lead it simple ...
For me everything in my life are all expected , the more we dont wan he will bomb , and usual he nth better to do .