Interesting interesting interesting ....I felt many interesting thing is happening to me .Firstly let talk about today ...Today then a training Class conducting my Andrew for the unit ...In the mornin i was like thinking should i go or not ....But due to today tough problem i dont not really think much ....After school , i when to the canteen to wait for the unit .I was surprise gal group got do confirmation who is going .Then i ask andrew "whose who nv give confirmation can dont go right" To me he just avoided it ...He may think it is wise i dont know .

But i will said we waste alot of time ....I was like "huh" can we maximize our time ...I totally no comment la it about 1hour plus just sit down ....I felt my heart was not ready for this teaching which to me it a skills factor.

Learn how to do ,dont mean we will do it .

I was struggling to go or not...As i dont like to do thing for the sake of doing ...It do or dont ...I dont know if many ppl noticed but it over ...I was like asking god can you hint me ??? As we walk to the liabaray found a room , before andrew was about to start he said "you guys came heart because you have the heart to learn or etc etc " Everyone was like yeah yeah yeah !!! I was like is it a hint ??? Hmmmm Everyone was like so happy and i have the pressure not to leave ...But i took it as a hint ....So i say my heart is not ready can i leave....The room Suddenly become so silent I was like "ok"...Andrew was like i tot i meeting you later ...He said "really ah" Then he said "ok"....

On the home , i nv felt so realx before .Like a big stone on your heart MIA..Quite joyful on the way back .....When i reached home , i did not eat my dinner . I nv even said a word when i reached hm i just walk to my room change ...Then my mum came to me and said"hey i brought dinner for you .It on the table go eat "

I was LIKE you must be joking !!! It is so WOW !! How she know interesting right ??

Then i asked hey mum how you know i haven eat yet ???
And i will say mum can be quite lame at time ...She answer "because i your mum what "
I was Like DOts la !!!!

Really love my mum !!! She really a person who let her action do the talking ....Doing so many thing but nv complain and dont wished for any return...Sometime the one different i can say between my family and my spirtual family is one know chirst one dont .


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