Wow today was any interesting day ...at last i took up the courage to share to Andrew what is going on in my life ....I super fearful la ....but at the end i choose to share ...

I share about the areas i struggling now , Trust , Faith Etc haha Sometime i can say i very weak haha it a bit like self-pity but i do faced that too only a while .

When i was young i dont have much self -confidence as in the things i doing . I am always very negative too if you ask ppl my first few shepherd they will all agreed haha but i can say this area had been improving a lot haha the reason is .. the confidence it from god lol

And i will say the most hated test god give me is the test of "obedience"

Is like all the 10 years series lay down in your face and ask you ? HMMMM obeying ? lol



"The two weeks thing " haha dont ask what is that ? if i share to you good if not just pray for me thank =)

Do i wan to Obey ? Hmmmmmm really ah if you ask me i will say "NO" le

I dont wan to obey Wah wahwah dont wan God can i just fail the test lol Fail only wat

I will say it in my Confort Zone and it something i dont wan to Lose haha



But come to think so it ...it may or may not resulted in a lose:lose situation



But again the Win:Win looked greater to me haha I will say "Because you say so I will "It really not easy sia WHy ? you will ask ?? I think ppl who know will know why LOL



I think i will write a long eassy why am i obey ?for myself and maybe to my sheperd haha



I noticed my blog rarely got happy things haha If this post stumble you Thank god I nv stumble more .... I am a human after all =)



I missed My SB "Gary Mokky "haha I will make him popular here LOL
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