At last first week of sch had ended ,I am super tired .I will say stressing soon .All my team like funny one .All like waiting for each other to lead .Craps I like led for first 2 days and it is not bad only got aim my faci ....haha to faci ask many questions ...To be i find it good as i will improve in my defending skills haha but i thinking i am tiring in defending .Haha waste of time ...But it a skill lol

But today class ended quite early ....Which was good ....Haha One question popped out in my mind today .Why am i a Christian ? Being a free-thinking isnt that cooler .And What is meant by Supporting ? haha I super tired haha I told someone i give myself one month before redeciding in this race or out .That also depend if i dare a not . Haha god showed me thing that i am unexpected le.Let see how many more ......Will i followed the ppl of those leave this group footsteps ??? ....God.. i will see =)

hahaha I felt all alone sometime.....haha I will said I love my family ...They are the one who provided the support i need haha if you based it on men to men ......Spirtual family ... it really depend haha if spirtual family as a whole i say it almost mean nothing to me now ...I treasure ppl as individual now haha as a spirtual family not really as ppl come ppl go....haha Why do i need a spirtual family when i have a family and god with me ....if you say spirtual family help you grow i agree to an extent and i say it bullshit too ...haha do i felt like a tool to other ...i will felt that sometime haha....The funny thing is i having mixed feeling half postive and half negative ....
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