As i said , i thinked it is my last post .
But who know ....come to think of it ...blogging it like almost the only way to share my thou le ....i hate to filter my words as it is the truth ...And truth hurt that for sure ....

Shared someting about me , i not as close to god as before ... but i wan to be close....I can say i only recovered 20% only

But if you wan to tear me down you have to bear the conquences after that ...One the other hand i will try not to be tear down ...

For example i choose to do thing to stumble you and you choose to be stumble that is both parties fault.But i choose not to be stumble that the other party fault le .

if not i will say build me with love .

Thank god i brought that book ....one that day i just felt i need to buy it ...It about leadership

Spirtual life is like a wall to protect our life ......I hurt alot when i read it .....Seeing how much i have fallen .

But who care haha it only fall wat haha ...
( it abit stumbling pretend you nv read if it will effect you )

But i thank god for some ppl in my lives ... i will not say name here it in my heart ... you may just say two words to me " jia you " But it encouraged me a lot ....I dont need 1o series.... i read the bible as story book i also know haha
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