haha here are just updates of photos and videos of Emily and Michelle bday haha Let share something i faced now STRESS lol I really need a lot of practice on guitar my hand is like so pain plz ...There are too many things to practice .haha due to mich trip i have to cover something . How i wish i can give up ??? haha done with my complain haha lalaa the group picture is like the new cg this year missing ppl who are not in the photo (jeff) & (ke jie) that will be the total + two new converts (sisi) & (sam) from EASTER =)









12:52:00 AM

woah I think too many things is happening around how i hope i know what to do next ??? Am i that Emotionless ? I think when the day i became one i am not Stephen .....Sometimes if i nv updates anything i know nothing ...When updated , so many funny things happen ... you think fun ah ..... haha sometime i really cant even darn to think a life without god ....I cant think wat will i do or react if i dont have emotion discipline ...I still struggled that for sure ....But without god tis discipline will not be ver possible in me ....

Sometime in life , i do things based on my emotion .I am sure everyone did at least once . If not you are Lying lol.... For me i would say do you best to create a win win situation even when your emotion is going to that over you .It not easy but it is possible .Think of the Big picture ...I reall hope my CG will turn out better .....

If anyone read my blog ...I promise you one day i ask everyone of you to write what things you dont like about and like about every members of the cg and it is based on the word of god or own biasness .... haha the big picture is important haha

Let moved on I dont really like to be serious....Wah tomorrow first dance practice scared like Crab haha super fearful as i super nob haha BUt it ok i will see how it go =) haha

Come to think of it , my weakness is more to my personal issues haha who know !!! haha

What interesting i do today ...Hmmmm micheal and I accompany Martin to IKEA near tamp to window shop haha saw many interesting things haha
I told martin the CG missed him I dont know how true but it true to an extent .... he was like hmmmmm..........He was one of my most gentle frens haha hehe I think if he see the word gentle he will LOL ... Who care !! haha Walked till legs break nevertheless I dont like to walk too long ...Swimming for two hours look more fun than this haha But still i enjoy it =)....Hmmm who am i missing ????
1:22:00 AM

haha got 5 mins to blog need to sleep cause later got swimming LOL with mum ...My sun was quite fruitful when to daniel leow house to learn guitar and found out that i got not many question to ask him haha just wonder why ?

Catch the spirit from him of wanting to bring the people to god in CG as people may or may not had a wonderful day ...haha Emo a little sometime how i wish i had talent in music ...

Why I learn guitar in the first place ? The question just shot my mind .

haha for me i really can give quite a number of reason for not learning
1) I have not music background
2) Not interested in music ( Term of playing)
3) A left -handed
4) someone who broken both arms before

WHY WHY WHY haha

I think one reason can own all my reasons for not learning
1) To lead people to god's presence

One things i forgot is that ....

which Daniel Leow said when you go overseas to plant chuches in other places you need your passport , bible and guitar "ok le "'LOL


I find that I now more busy .Seeing all the things I have to do .Dont know is sian or excited sia Sometime is not my problem sia ....Based on the new structure I REALLY can SAY THAT I have very little responsiblity which is a good signs ...But the structure always cheat people feeling haha

A Thinker like me think alot .Actually a thinker find it hard to trust but i felt that trust is a choice .I can say i was hurt by many things in my life , but why trust haha It a choice because god first trust you . haha

I am just wondering what the role of me in the structure haha CLa ,Ua , guitarist
It a joy taking care of someone ...I just wan to be a shepherd i dont want all these roles haha
3:46:00 AM

Ha ha Many things happen up and down haha But god never change ... How do you know a person well when you know the person strengths and weakness . What will cause the person to show certain emotion .Example happy , sad , depress , surprise etc . In directly you can predict the person emotion at different situation . It really a mind game . haha I think i read too much psychological books . haha

If i think of it . Who really understand me and able to predict my action and emotion . I will say not my people .In the world point of views is always DPDP which is different people different perspective . So indirectly it is impossible to understand a people mind . It is also true. I was once told the " most predictable is the most unpredictable " I like it when people predict your emotion and action . So they can remind , correct , encourage .

haha I asked myself this question, people sometime misunderstand each other why is that so ? haha because they sometime only assume things and never clarify them ( quite simple but common ) Is clarifying that tough ? In my point of views , i felt that it because if human 's pride as one have to humble to another people saying " i feel that you ..... but i would ask if it is true ..."
Another reasons is that people may fear that clarifying many led to more problem which is quite true .It is because in order for this to be done both party must be willing .

haha actually being a "YOYO" chirstian quite fun to an extent haha

I will say i will only follow the will of god not of man in this church . I dont want to be someone who do things just for the sack of doing it haha it me .

lalala tomorrow is CG wonder what god had install for us cant wait haha have to max mana and bring some mana potion along LOL

A bit about me ....A guy will very few words unless needed .
11:32:00 PM